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Today is the day!

I have an appointment with the TAFE today about that course I want to do. I can't wait....this is the last thing I really wanted to do and now I'll be doing it!!!

Seems that all the motivation, passion and inspiration that used to help me blog nearly everyday is being channeled into other areas right now as you've probably noticed. I used to use this space as an escape from reality and now the need to do that is far less than it used to be. Not that I lived a pretend life on here, but it's easier to hide from the world, yourself and issues you may just want to not have to think about. I think once I have my whole routine figured out then once again I'll have a set time each day to be here. But until then, I'm thinking that Spilling the Beans will be a little dull. Sorry folks! I do have a couple of posts on the go...one of which I hope to post later on tonight. Of course being online a lot less means I'm not reading blogs as often as I would usually...please don't think it's cos I don't still love you all, or your thoughts and lives, it's just this is my ME time and thats where my energies are focused right now. Besides, mum keeps pinching my blog fodder, or as anonypop so eloquently put it last night "fod blogger!!" I guess it was always going to happen, I mean we are eerily alike in some ways, so when we both see news articles or something humorous, we both want to respond in some way. Nothing wrong with it and I think it's fantastic that she's now let loose on the world. Love ya mum...keep it up and PLEASE don't think I'm having a go at ya here ok?! I have plenty of things still left to say, and will do so when I find the time to do so.

Please all send me your bestest vibes/prayers/thoughts for two reasons. One I'm in the draw to win a digital camera - which would be totally icing on the cake in my new life, and of course the other is the whole TAFE thing. It's actually exciting and a little scary to realise that you may just be about to start on a career path that 2 years ago you would never have thought of and that couldn't be more far removed from what you've known your whole working life. I'm really looking forward to it!

Oh I forgot to mention the Yoga course mum and I started on Wednesday...it was GREAT. I knew I would enjoy it, but I think mum was a little surprised at her response to it. Despite the humorous post she did in which she claims to have been tied up like a pretzel, she really did feel just a little better at the end of it all....didn't you mum?!

Take it easy folks, I promise to have a thought provoking post about my sometime twisted views on the world later on tonight.....right now I'm off to take the munchkin to school then head to the gym now that I have the feeling back in my arms and legs after my first ever Personal Training session on Tuesday..there's also a practical reason I haven't blogged much this week, it hurt to BREATHE let alone sit down and type!

Love to you all....